My Journey to overcome.

(Source: hirocks)

I feel like i have to pretend in order to keep my friends.  They all leave when things aren’t good.  And alot of them don’t even know what kinda things ive been through.  But since we were all “homeschooled” they assume that nothing bad ever happened…and that is far from the truth…I wish i could talk about it to them.  Yell in their faces and tell them, but I can’t.  So I let them believe that all of this is for attention…but who cares..i don’t.  I’m just tired of trying to ask them to hang out…they never do..then it sucks when you see them making plans with people just coming home from college..and its like hey, i’ve been here ALL ALONG and you showed NO INTEREST in me.  Even though you kept saying “lets do something” well fuck you!  ugh.

And lately I feel like the friends I do have, Are leaving…and it sucks…I know some can’t help it..but its reality.  Its happening and I’m not really okay with it.  But whatever. 

(Source: please-don-t-find-me)

-I don’t want to remember.. :(

Reminds me of Stella.  She is sleeping right behind me on my pillow…she looks sad..

- I’m going to watch this movie right now :)

I want another pair!!!! too bad i’m broke…

(Source: the-unpopular-opinions)